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Second Chances and Sisters

Marsha West

Marsha West is a friend of mine from the Romantic Suspense Sisters of Suspense blog and a fellow member of RWA and the Kiss of Death. She’s also a former elementary school principal which I find fascinating. Part of this is because all I wanted to do in school was escape. When people said, ‘you should be a teacher,’ I looked at them as if they’d grown two heads.

So I asked her what that was like. I still don’t feel I have the full picture since I’ve known some other teachers and principals and they can usually tell some pretty good stories. But in case you’ve ever wondered what you’re missing…

1. How has being an elementary school principal influenced your writing?

The frustration of the job made me search for an escape. Writing became that just as reading had been. Toward the end of my time as an administrator, I found myself working seven days a week, yes, Sunday, too. I couldn’t get the work done any other way. No balance in that kind of life and the stress was probably going to kill me had I stayed. Retiring allowed me the time to really jump into what I didn’t realize would be a new career.

2.  What would you  say to anyone wanting to be a writer?

 Read a lot in your genre. Write. Take on-line classes and attend conferences. Write. Get a couple of critique partners. Write. Grow a thick skin for the rejection from your CPs, contest judges, agents, editors, and publishers. Write. And write some more. I won’t tell you that you have to write every single day because I don’t. But that is the advice you’ll get most often. Everyone has to find their own way, develop their own process. There’s no right or wrong. You just have to find what works for you. And you do that by writing. There’s no more supportive group of folks than romance writers.

3. What makes you the Sister Of Second Chances and how does that influence your work?

Personally, I’ve lived lots of different lives and gotten lots of second chances. I think that has influenced my writing. When “they” tell you to look to see what your theme is, I realized that I wrote about second chances. People who had loved and lost and didn’t think love would be a part of their lives again. So when we had to come up with a name for SOS, that seemed a natural choice.

4. What would you like to do other than writing if talent/skill didn’t matter?

I’d be a singer/actress on TV, in movies, and on the stage. That’s what I always wanted to do, but I was too shy to go for it. My advice to folks is always to go for whatever you want. You might make it. If you don’t try, you know you won’t get there. I’ve been blessed to do lots of cool things in my life, but still, there is that small part of me that wonders… SECOND ACT, Book 1 of the Second Chances Series, has a theatre setting. I hope to bring out another book this year, not a part of the series, that has a theatre setting. It’s a fun world.

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Today she’s giving us a taste of her new book, Act of Trust, part of her Second Chances Series . This is the blurb:

A widow since 9/11 and a mother of a grown daughter, Kate Thompson wants to keep her and her daughter safe, but the inheritance of land in Maine pushes her out of her comfort zone in Texas and into the arms of a Maine lawyer.

Maine lawyer and environmentalist, Jim Donovan wants to protect Aunt Liddy’s land and keep it from falling into the hands of the developers, but first he has to convince Kate Thompson she should hold on to the family land when she doesn’t even want to go look at it. However, he’s unprepared for the attraction each feels for the other, but denies exists.

Will they be able to settle the land deal before anyone else is killed or they break each other’s hearts?

And from a lady who clearly knows less is often more a short, very short,

Excerpt (Really more of a snippet)

Mildred stopped and nailed Kate with a beady-eyed stare. “You do plan to turn over the Thompson land to the Conservancy Trust, don’t you?”

 “I don’t know yet, Mildred. My daughter’s coming to visit, and then we’ll decide together what we want to do with the land. It’s possible she’ll want to keep it in the family. Be a nice place for her to get away from the hectic-ness of New York City.” 

 “Liddy would be pleased with either the Trust or you keeping it in the family, but she’ll haunt you if you sell to Holland.” 

 Kate leaned away. The venom in the woman’s tone made Kate’s heart rate trip up and her hands grow sweaty. Mildred completely believed her statement, enough to cause Kate nightmares.  

 “She’s giving every option plenty of consideration,” Jim jumped in. Was he afraid Mildred’s hard sell would reverse Kate’s leaning in his direction? 

 “I’ve had my say. Good night to you both.” 

 I don’t know about you, but that certainly leaves me wanting more. If  you want more details click on the book for the Amazon buy link or the links below:

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To learn more about Marsha drop over to her website, http://www.marsharwest.com/

It was great fun having you here today Marsha. I always enjoy your blogs over on our #RSSOS blog.

Introducing Jacquie Biggar – Romantic Suspense Writer

JacquieBiggar_TidalFalls_HR (1)Join me in welcoming Jacquie Biggar to my blog today. Jacquie owned and operated a restaurant in her hometown of Edson, Alberta for thirteen years before moving west to Victoria to take care of her grandson and pursue her dream of becoming a writer. She joined Romance Writers of America, Kiss of Death—an online suspense group, and her local chapter, VIC-RWA, of which she currently holds the position of secretary. Today she shares her writing process with us.


Do you outline your books or wing it?  Describe your process.

 I’m what’s known as a pantser, in other words I wing it. I get my ideas from current events and from there I build my character’s world.

How do you decide on setting?

 The setting was the easy part. I love the west coast and small towns, so I made that an integral part of my story.

What genre(s) do you write in?  Why?

I’ve always loved romance and dreamed of one day writing for Harlequin—still working on that—and suspense books keep me turning the pages, so it was a natural fit.

What is your favorite part of writing?

When you get that scene in your head and everything flows from the fingers to the keyboard, almost without thought. Love that.

What is your least favorite part of writing?

I’d have to say editing. I go over the same words so many times it can be frustrating.

Some writers edit excessively as they write; others wait until a novel is finished to do the bulk of editing.  How about you?

I edit as I go. I’m compulsive, and can’t seem to leave it alone.

What’s the strangest thing you have ever done in the name of research?

Online searches for drug-running and human trafficking in Iraq and Mexico. I expected to be flagged by the DEA at any time, J

E-books, print, or both?  Any preferences?  Why?

For myself I prefer e-books, but I know a lot of people like print so I’ve gone with both for my novel. And let’s face it, there’s nothing like holding a book you wrote in your hands.

Please tell us your experiences with social media.  What are your favorite and least favorite parts of it?

 I love social media. It’s an amazing way to make friends with people from all over the globe. That being said, I’ve found since I opened an author page on Facebook, I’m getting lots of strange, “Hi, I’d like to get to know you better,” messages I could do without.

What do you read? Do you read different genres when you’re writing versus not writing?

I read a wide variety within the romance genre. Romantic Suspense-Iris Johansen, Suzanne Brockmann, Comedy-Jennifer Crusie, Paranormal-J.R.Ward, YA-Jodie Esch, Lisa Lange.

For more about Jacquie Biggar check out her website and connect with her on Facebook and Twitter.





Here is a blurb from my novel, Tidal Falls, available Sept 15/14

Sara Reed is on the run from an abusive ex who happens to have ties to a Mexican cartel. Mistakenly thinking her and her daughter would be safer if she had some kind of leverage, she takes a copy of some valuable files, files that make her a target.

Nick Kelley is an ex-marine trying to find his place now that his career is over due to injuries suffered from an IED. When the two of them meet in the pretty little town of Tidal Falls, the experience is explosive.






Ten Brides

Ten Brides for Ten Heroes spans the gamut of the ever-popular wedding romance genre—from heartwarming laughter to thrilling adventure, from sweet to steamy. This 10-book bundle features novels by New York Times and USA Today bestselling authors. So get ready to toss the bouquet and say, “I do!” as ten brides risk it all to find their happy ever after. 

 Patrice Wilton:

Wedding Fever by Patrice Wilton – The romantic comedy series, Serendipity Falls.

Mila O’Reilley owns Wedding Fever, a bridal boutique in Serendipity Falls Mall. She sells more than dresses, she sells dreams along with the belief in happily-ever-after – a sentiment she personally doesn’t share. Can a jaded bridal consultant and a cynical news reporter uncover the true mystery of Serendipity Falls without being swept away in the madness?

Find Patrice at: www.patricewilton.com

 Helen Scott Taylor:

The Army Doctor’s Wedding by Helen Scott Taylor – The Army Doctor’s Series

Major Cameron Knight throws himself into the danger of front-line, battlefield medicine to keep the demons from his past away. When he rescues an injured charity worker who’s saved a tiny newborn baby, he marries her so they can take the orphan back home for surgery. With this brave woman he finally has the chance to redeem himself and find love.

Find Helen at: http://www.helenscotttaylor.co.uk/

 Mona Risk:

Wedding Surprise by Mona Risk – The Holiday Babies Series

Claire and David faced many challenges over the years. Finally, Claire’s dream of a wonderful white wedding to the man she loves is about to come true. Two weeks before the wedding, Adriana, the high-school classmate who’s tried to snatch David several times, makes an announcement that threatens to destroy the couple’s happiness. Is Claire and David’s love for each other strong enough to turn the worst wedding surprise into the best?

Find Mona at: www.monarisk.com

 Alicia Street:

Tomboy Bride by Alicia Street – The Dance ‘n’ Luv Series

Kendra returns home for her brother’s wedding determined to get her age-old crush to finally see her as more than a tomboy. But will her game of making him jealous with a hot and handsome faux-beau make him fall for her—or backfire and leave her in ashes?

Find Alicia at: http://aliciastreet-roystreet.com

 Rebecca York:

Destination Wedding, by Rebecca York – The Decorah Security Series

From the moment Nick Cassidy signed on as one one of Camille Norland’s bodyguards, sexual sparks flew between them. Although determined to keep his emotional distance from her, Nick is forced to admit his real feelings when she’s kidnapped by a ruthless Russian mobster with matrimony in mind.  Can Nick rescue her before the wedding night?  Can they escape from Victor Zanov’s tropical island death trap?  And can they come to terms with their complicated relationship?

Find Rebecca at: www.rebeccayork.com

 Annie Jones:

Summer of Love by Annie Jones

Brides, Beehives and Barbecue! Can mother daughter mayhem be far behind? Bless her heart, it’s 1967 and a determined southern bride isn’t sure love is really all she needs.

Find Annie at: http://theanniejones.com/

Donna Fasano:

Return of the Runaway Bride by Donna Fasano

Savanna returns to her hometown to explain why she fled on her wedding day, but she never imagined how her escape all those years ago changed Daniel. Can she make him understand—and forgive?

Find Donna at: www.DonnaFasano.com

Rita Herron:

Single & Searching by Rita Herron

A woman looking for love… A reporter looking for a story… A mad rush to find a criminal… When the truth comes out and danger strikes, will they succumb to the passion burning between them?

Find Rita at: www.ritaherron.com

Theresa Ragan:

Here Comes the Bride by Theresa Ragan

Samantha Johnston, a reporter for the LA Beat, attends the wedding of one of America’s hottest actors in hopes of learning the identity of his mystery bride, and ends up saying, “I do.”

Find Theresa at: www.theresaragan.com

Mimi Barbour:

Love Me Tender by Mimi Barbour – The “Elvis” Series

After her year in Texas as an exchange student, Annie leaves pregnant and heartbroken. Nine years later she returns to introduce her eight-year-old son to his American family. And to the man who still haunts her dreams – the handsome, embittered rancher who never knew he’d fathered a son.

Find Mimi at: www.mimibarbour.com



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Lost In Vegas – Chapter One

Lips, lips pressing down on hers.  Kate’s eyes fluttered open and she found herself looking into soft, brown eyes that were liquid pools of concern. Kind eyes. Without thinking her arms went up around his and she found herself responding to him. Applause burst out from the bystanders around her.

“Stop!” she cried. At least she tried to stop him but she couldn’t get the words out as his mouth descended upon hers. She pushed him away opening her eyes once more. “Just, just,” she struggled to say something and burst into tears…

“It’s OK,” her rescuer said reassuringly putting a strong arm around her. “You’re going to be fine. An ambulance is on the way.”

“No,” she shook her head desperately. “That’s the last thing I want.”

“Really, it’s all right,” her tormenter said.

“But I don’t want to be saved!”

“You’re upset. That’s understandable,” her rescuer/tormenter said comfortingly. “You never expected to be hurt, to fall.”

“Yes, yes I did,” she said. “You weren’t supposed to save me!”

The man frowned at her, lines creasing a smooth forehead. He looked like a grown up version of Ken come to life. Only Ken had brown hair and this guy had dirty blonde.

Oh lord, no wonder her life was such a mess. Here she was trying to kill herself and she was thinking about how her rescuer looked. She tried to stand up.

“I’m fine. You can all leave now.” It might have been more convincing if her voice didn’t wobble slightly. Throwing herself off Vegas’s version of Venice’s famous Rialto Bridge had seemed a good way to end it all. At three AM even the Venetian hotels’ version of the famous bridge and square was decidedly deserted. Her actions, however, had drawn a surprising number of people out of thin air.

She looked at the assembled crowd in despair. It was a disparate group of late night revelers drawn together by tragedy averted, in this ersatz version of Venice. They wore everything from jeans and shorts to evening gowns and loads of bling. Vegas, at the best of times, was not a place that thrived on reality. And this was far from the best of times.

In fact it could safely be said to be the worst of times for her. And it was steadily getting worse. Although, how it could when you were trying to kill yourself in the first place was debatable. How pathetic that she couldn’t even manage to do that properly?

The crowd shifted, murmuring amongst each other. Clearly they wanted to stay and see what unfolded. She felt tears coming to her eyes.

“Alright, the ambulance is on the way now. Everything’s under control.

If you’d like to move along…”   Look alike Ken spoke calmly, a voice of authority and listening to him the crowd exchanged glances, murmured to each other and began to disperse. She supposed she should be grateful. She wasn’t.

Now that she looked more closely she could see her rescuer was not just a Good Samaritan come to her rescue, he wore a security guard uniform. “Let me get you a blanket.”

“You don’t have to.”

He pulled a blanket out from a bag of supplies that had miraculously appeared on the ground before her. “I want to.”

“I guess this type of thing happens all the time?”

“Not really,” he said easily.

She felt herself start to shiver even as she protested that she really didn’t need a blanket, didn’t need any help.

“Of course not,” he said lightly. “I can see everything is going perfectly for you.”

She groaned. “You don’t understand. I’ve messed up. I, everything I’ve ever done.”


His calm, cool acceptance infuriated her. “I just thought it would be easier to end it. To – to…” Her legs wobbled like spaghetti. She started to shake even as he put the towel around her, drew her to his chest warming her, comforting her. “It wasn’t supposed to be like this. I just… “ she broke down crying uncontrollably.


JT held her close, feeling unaccountably protective of her. Oh, not just in the line of duty protectiveness, not just bird with a broken wing protective. There was something about those big, moss-green eyes when she’d looked up at him, at the lost loneliness he saw in them. “It’ll be alright,” he murmured pulling her closer. “You’ll see. Lots of people lose money in Vegas.”

“It’s not that,” she protested. “I …” once again she broke down into tears.

“The ambulance will be here any minute.”

“No, no. You have to stop the ambulance,” she said wildly.

“It’s just a precaution,” he said. “Routine.”

“I can’t afford it!”

“Your insurance will cover it.“

“I don’t have any,” she said brokenly.

He shrugged. “A family member then.”

She shivered. “There’s no one else.”

He looked at her more closely. True she was waterlogged and shivering but she didn’t look like your average street person. Five foot nothing, with mahogany brown hair and feather light, even with clothes weighted down with water, she looked – like heaven to JT. Which he had to tell himself, was distinctly unprofessional. And he was a professional.

“I don’t believe you,” he said easily. “Besides it’s nothing to worry about tonight. You’ll see. In the morning everything will look better.”

She looked at him doubtfully. “I suppose,” she said sighing. ”You must think I`m an idiot.”

“Not at all,” he said gallantly.

“So can you call off that ambulance?”

“Just give me a number I can call.”

“Why,” she said, looking up at him with the biggest moss-green eyes he`d ever seen. Momentarily he felt his heart jump in his chest and snuggled her closer.

“I need to make sure you`re OK…It`s my job.”



Now what?  She`d checked out of her hotel room. Her boyfriend had already abandoned her. She had no money. She tried batting her eyes at him. “You can trust me.”

He shook his head. “I need more than that sugar.”

She lost it then, crying uncontrollably. “OK, OK, I don`t have anywhere to go but running up a big hospital bill isn`t going to help anything. It`s just going to make everything worse. Ohhh…”


Which was when an ambulance crew arrived. JT knew if he had an ounce of sense in his body he`d turn her over to them and be on his way.  But for whatever reason he felt responsible for her. He turned towards the approaching paramedics now. “She`s a bit shaken up but otherwise fine.”

“You sure about that?” asked Dan.

“Sure as you ever can be,” he said easily.

The paramedic shrugged. “OK, you want to sign off on it she`s all yours.”

He signed quickly and watched as they left.

A shiver of relief went through her. “You won’t regret this.

“I’m not so sure of that,” he said sighing and pulled out his cell phone. “I need to make a few phone calls. The hotel will comp you a room for the night.”

“Thank you,” she said brokenly.

“You’ll see,” he said smiling at her. “Everything’s going to look better in the morning.”

Uh-huh. Still she had a feeling he wasn’t going to let her go unless she agreed.  She nodded. “I’m sure you’re right.”

“I know I am,” he said easily, opening the door to the security cart they used to patrol the ‘streets’ inside the Venetian. “Jump in. I’ll give you a ride.”


Silently she began making up a list of alternative places to end it all. The Eiffel tower would be tragically ironic. And who was to say if it was accident or design if she threw herself off the ride at the Stratosphere. It always looked as if someone was going to fall from it anyway. There was the volcano at the Mirage. She was starting to feel better already.

Before she knew it she was back in a room at the Venetian. This one wasn’t as grand as the one she’d checked into a day ago with her boyfriend. Instead of overlooking the ‘streets’ of Venice it overlooked a grey wall. What had possessed her? She was not the type of person to consider suicide. Normally. But life had been anything but normal lately.

“I’ll be up to check on you tomorrow.”

“Afraid I’ll skip without paying my bill?”

“It`s on the house, remember? I just want to make sure you’re alright?”

“Bet you were a boy scout growing up,” she said, irritated.

“Sea Cadet,” he said neutrally.

“In Vegas?”

He laughed. “Nobody grows up in Vegas.”

“Guess not,” she said ruefully. “So you’re from the east coast? Or the West?”

He shrugged. “Stick around and I’ll tell you over coffee tomorrow.”

“What time?”

“How’s 10:00 sound?”

”I’ll see you then,” she said smiling. “And I am grateful.”

Just not so grateful she wanted to stick around and hear Boy Scout’s life story.


By 8:00 she was up and out. With any luck by 10:00 she’d be dead and even though she’d spent considerable time the night before figuring out grand exits she’d decided a quick fall from the upper floor at the Venetian should end it once and for all.

She shivered slightly. Death was so final. But what did she have to look forward to? Watching Mr. Hagel personally put up a For Rent sign on her shop, the smug look on Donna Smith’s face when she realized Max was finally free? Or having to fire her mother and her sister because there wasn’t any work for them? She sat on the edge of the upper floor of the Venetian and dropped her feet over. One quick slip and that was it. The end of all her problems. She closed her eyes.

And felt her wrist grabbed roughly, hearing Boy Scout before she saw him. “What the hell do you think you’re doing?! Do you have a death wish?” He swung her back to safety.

“Let me go!”

“No. I signed off on you last night. You’re not killing yourself on my watch.”

She sighed. “You’re a nice guy, but there’s probably at least a hundred other girls out there who are prettier, smarter and …”

“You are not killing yourself,” he said through gritted teeth.

“Since when have I become your responsibility?”

“Since I signed off on you last night.”

“And that makes you responsible for me for life?”

“At least while you’re in Vegas,” he said stubbornly. “Besides he’s not worth it.”

“It’s not because of a man,” she said stung. “At least not totally.”

“Come on. I said I’d buy you breakfast.”

“And then you’ll leave me alone!” she said hopefully.

“No,” he growled. “But I’ll let you convince me you’re the worst thing since sliced cheese.”

“Fine,” she said, groaning inwardly. “Just don’t say I didn’t warn you.”

Before she knew it Boy Scout had them seated at a table tucked into the back of the Luxe cafe.  “OK”, he said smiling at her. “My name’s JT. JT Sullivan. And yours’ is?”

“Kate,” she said irritated. “Kate McLaren. But you already know that.”

“I thought it might be nice to introduce ourselves more formally,” he said lightly as he started to order breakfast for them.

“Just coffee,” she protested.

“Breakfast`s the most important meal of the day,” he said grinning. “Besides you haven’t lived until you’ve had French toast at the Luxe. It`s to die for.”

“Don’t tease me,” she warned.

“Don’t eat it then,” he said shrugging. “But you’ll be missing out.”

She wavered as the waitress brought two heaping plates of French toast and fruit, bacon and eggs.

“I could live for a week on this.”

He waggled his eyebrows at her.  “That’s my plan,” he said grinning at her.

“It still doesn’t solve my problems.”

“Tell me about them. I’m a good listener.”

How many times had she said that as applied the latest beauty treatment to a customer? “Today a For Rent sign is going up on my shop.” She flinched slightly. “And I gambled away the last of the payroll last night.”

He whistled softly. “You don’t seem the type to gamble away someone else’s paycheque.”

My boyfriend convinced me he had a fail-safe blackjack system that would get my money back and more.”

“Not quite so fail-safe?”

She shuddered. “I’ve never seen money disappear so fast in my life.”

“And the boyfriend?”

“OK, I’ve seen one thing disappear faster.”

He snorted. “I’d say that makes him the loser. You just found out before it was too late.”

“Maybe but that still leaves me without money to pay my staff and cover rent.” She winced. “And what makes it worse is they’re also my family.”

He raised his eyebrows.

“I own a salon in West Bend, Iowa.  Did own a salon. Two years ago I made Entrepreneur Of  The Year. This year – well let’s just say when the town unemployment rate is up over 80%, people don’t need the latest beauty treatment.”

“So really you’ve got nowhere to go but up.”

She shook her head. “You don’t get it. I’ve done everything to keep the salon going. It’s over.” Tears came to her eyes. “Only I don’t know how to tell everyone. Family, staff, friends  —  I’ve been telling everyone everything’s going to be fine for months now. I don’t know, I think I thought if I kept saying it, it would make it true. And now… How do I face them?”

“They must know how badly the town’s doing. And they must’ve guessed if your salon wasn’t getting bookings,” he said reasonably.

“I just kept telling them it would work out. And they believed me.”

He sighed. “OK, I get where you feel responsible and it’s going to be hard to admit the halo has slipped but maybe it’s time everyone had a reality check. You can’t carry the weight of the world on your shoulders.”

“But my mom works for me, my sister works for me.”

“Lesson learned. Never hire family.”

“It worked really well at first. My mom’s been a hairdresser forever and my sister graduated top of her class at beauty school.”

“People stop getting their hair cut when the economy tanks?”

“Not as quickly as they give up their mani or their pedis – but still, yeah. Instead of spending $100 for a cut and color every four weeks they stop dying their hair and get it cut every two months. Some of them try cutting it themselves.”

“I’m guessing the results aren’t pretty.”

She burst out laughing. “Mrs. Johnson accidentally dyed her hair bright purple. And it looked like she got it caught in the lawnmower.”

“They can’t close the salon without you there.”

“You haven’t met Mr. Hagel. He probably was up at 6:00 to make sure he got the For Rent sign up as soon as possible. According to him I’m the worst businessperson ever.” She sighed. “Only this time he’ll have proof he’s right.”

“I say you stay here.”


“In Vegas. Start fresh. There’s a million salons in town.”

“And an out of work esthetician from nowhere USA isn’t getting a job at the Canyon Ranch or anyone of the spas you see up and down the strip.”

“Why not?”

“Because girls from all over the States send in videos trying to get jobs with them.”

“OK, I’ll get you a job waiting tables.”

“I’ve never waited tables before.”

“So, there’s a first for everything,” JT said grinning.

She should’ve refused. She should’ve gone home to face the music. But she didn’t have the guts. Instead she allowed JT to talk her into taking a job as a drinks waitress at a lounge on the strip. And then he took her to meet Lottie.


Lottie was a 300 lb. poker player with bleached blonde hair and acrylic nails painted screaming pink, fake eyelashes that looked as if they’d been taken off the nearest spider and a smile the size of Texas.

“So you’re Kate McLaren. JT tells me you’re looking for a place to stay.”

“That’s right,” Kate said.

“I got a small room downstairs, comes with a fold-down bed, TV, a desk and drawers. JT fronted me your rent money for the first month. I’ll expect next months` on the first. There’s a common area downstairs where fellow ‘guests’ hang out sometimes and you can use the pool outside, just make sure you clean up after yourself.”

“OK,” Kate said, realizing her voice sounded more like Minnie Mouse than her usual, self-assured contralto. But then again she wasn’t the confident, in-control person, she’d always pictured herself as either.

She turned towards JT. “Thank you. I don’t know what I’d have done without you.”

He smiled at her then, his smile warming up her insides as it washed over his face.

“Just try not to kill yourself in the next ten minutes.”

“I’ll wait at least twenty,” she deadpanned. Only when she turned back to go in she found Lottie’s expression had changed the moment the door closed on JT.

“I’ve known JT since he rolled into Vegas ten years ago. Closest thing I’ve got to family so now I’m laying down the ground rules. You do anything to hurt JT, including killing yourself and I’ll make sure you live to regret it.” She shook her head. “Don’t know what that boy sees in you but he must see something so I’m going to be keeping an eye on you myself. Don’t even think of skipping without paying JT back everything you owe him.”

Then Lottie smiled brightly at her and put her arm around Kate’s shoulders. “You follow those rules, we’re going to get along just fine. Get yourself set up downstairs then come on up and I’ll make you some coffee.” She looked at the clock. “Or maybe a drink.”

“I can’t wait,” Kate said. Great she had a landlord who was manic depressive on a moment to moment basis. Wasn’t she supposed to be the loony one here?

Was that too much to ask? It wasn’t as if she was planning on insanity for the rest of her life. Unless of course it was a very short life. But she’d been normal for so long. Was it too much to ask that she have a lock on the crazy part for a least one day? Then maybe she could think of sharing.

She’d just stay down in her room. So what if she didn’t actually have anything to put away. It was her room. Her own private six by ten oasis of privacy. Besides it’d give her a chance to write a letter to her Mom and her sister.

There was even a pad of paper for her to write on. Maybe it would be better to send an email. But she still she needed something to say.

Dear Mom and Sis

By now you’ve probably realized I’m not in town. And there’s  probably a For Rent sign on the shop door. I meant to tell you. I really, really did. I just didn’t know how. Anyway the business isn’t doing well. In fact it’s terminal. I tried to win some money at the blackjack tables. Turns out I’m no better at gambling than I am at running a salon.

But I will pay you back. I’ll pay everyone back their wages. I never meant for this to happen. It’s just going to take a while to raise the money. I’ve got a job as a waitress. It starts tonight.

Love you

Your loser daughter and sister

Not exactly the upbeat tone she was trying for, she thought, feeling tears come to her eyes.

It wasn’t too late to kill her-self. Even if Lottie was threatening to drag her back from the dead and make her wish she’d never tried. Even if JT did seem to consider it a personal affront to his professional capabilities.

In the meantime she was going to be the best darn waitress anyone had ever seen.  How hard could it be anyway? With a renewed sense of optimism she set off for The Hoe Down Bar and Grill.

“You want me to wear that?” The items in question consisted of skimpy denim shorts, cowboy boots, a gingham check T-shirt and cowboy hat.

“Yep. Oh and you’ll probably want to put your hair up in braids or a ponytail. It’s less distracting that way. What music do you want?”


“You know. For your bar dances.” Gina, at least Kate thought her name was Gina, made a gesture towards the bar where two waitresses were now up on top whirling and two-stepping to the sound of Big and Rich.

“Give me a minute.” She closed her eyes.  How could JT suggest she work here? She`d kill him.

“You can make a lot of money if you put on a good show. I’ve made over $400.00 in a night.”

“You strip?” Kate asked weakly.

Gina laughed, a low, throaty sound. “No silly. We’re not that kind of bar.” She paused for a moment. “Did you see Coyote Ugly on video?”

“No,” Kate said realization dawning. “But I heard about it.” Along with the $400.00 tips Gina had mentioned. Suddenly dancing on the bar didn’t seem so bad after all.

She’d done line dancing during gym class and Irish step for years growing up, not to mention cheerleading and baton twirling. She could do this. Even if it was outside her comfort zone.


“Oh.” She thought, already putting together dance routines in her mind. “Black-eyed Peas, Brooks and Dunn, ‘It’s Going to be a Good Night, Boot Scoot Boogie.”

Gina shook her head. “OK, sister. If that’s what you want. Get your uniform on and I’ll meet you out front in ten minutes.

Which was when Kate again had second thoughts.

Thoughts Gina seemed to be aware of without her saying a word. “Have you ever worked as a waitress before?”

“Not recently,” Kate said defensively. “But I learn fast.”

Gina sighed. “I hate when Bob does this. OK, it’s going to be a fast learning curve or you’re out. We’ll give you a float of fifty dollars. Draft beers are $8.00, Heinekens and other speciality beers are $10.00. There’s a drinks price list on the bottom of your serving tray. You know how to carry trays of drinks?”

“Of course,” Kate stuttered.

“Alright then. I’ll give you tables five to nine to start with. Bartender’s name is Mike. Need any help just ask him. Oh, and he’ll give you a heads up when it comes time to do your dance routine. But first we’ll just give you some time to watch the other girls.”

“Sounds good,” Kate yelled over the roar of the crowds. How did anyone hear anything in all this? Not to mention the smoke making her eyes water. She made her way to the first table which consisted of four guys, half-drunk already and out for a good time. Fortunately they stuck to draft beer. Aside from a couple of rude comments it was a lot like handling a bunch of big kids.

She went to the bar and got the order.

“You’ll never make it if you do each individual table separately,” a sharp eyed waitress said, as Mike filled her order without comment.

“Thanks for the tip,” she said. “I thought I’d start slow until I got the hang of it.”

The other woman sneered. “Stay that slow and you’ll be out the door.”

Her cheeks burning she made her way back to the table, holding her drinks high as she’d seen the other waitresses do and wondering how she was possibly going to carry a fully loaded tray when even just the four felt heavy. She would do it though. If it killed her.

Which was when she spotted JT at the bar. At least she was pretty sure it was JT. He ducked his head when he saw her looking in his direction. She could swear he had a grin on his face. She was going to kill him the next time she got a chance. But for now she was too busy.

She started taking drink orders and time flew for the next hour. Suddenly Gina was beside her telling her she’d take over for a while and to just watch the girls at the bar. She tried to spot JT but he’d disappeared. It was just as well because as she watched a couple of the other girls dancing on the bar she realized she was in way over her head. She’d heard other performers say the trick was to get your butterflies flying in formation. Her butterflies were out of control and so far she was just watching from the sidelines.

One of the girls suddenly started juggling unopened bottles of beer while the crowd yelled encouragement. She was never going to be able to pull this off. Not in a million years.

“Don’t worry. Nobody expects you to do anything like that,” Gina whispered to her as she filled up a tray with drinks. “She was a professional circus performer in a past life.”

“Oh.” It was all she could say. What had she gotten herself into? And what had JT been thinking? Did she look like someone who danced on country western bars? On any bars? But $400.00? She could start paying her mom off, her sis. She could pay credit card bills and rent.

Before she knew it she was up on the bar with a girl named Karla. “Boot Scoot Boogie. OK, you dance that way, I’ll dance the other, when we get to the end we’ll two step back, you can do a couple of turns in the middle, then I will.”

“Sure, no problem.” Just because her mouth was dry and her heart felt like it was going ninety miles an hour, no problem at all. She could do this. She had to do this. For herself, for her family.

“Boot Scoot Boogie. “ The familiar sound of Brooks and Dunn filled the bar and she started line dancing down towards the end of the bar. She reached the end a couple of beats before Karla and stopped. What now?

She line danced in place for a minute while the crowd started to cheer and then caught Karla’s eye directing her to the middle again.  She line danced to the middle, did a twirl and spun off the bar into … JT’s arms.

The crowd went wild as he caught her in his arms. She wanted the ground to open up and swallow her. She wanted to die. “Where did you come from?” she hissed.

“Just thought I’d drop in and check how things were going,” he grinned.

“You wanted a chance to laugh at me.”

“Not true,” he said putting her down as if she were a red hot potato.

“It is so,” she insisted, cheeks burning, and stormed off into the dressing room where she burst into tears. She had totally failed. What had made her even think she could pull this off?

Why had she ever thought she could do this?  Hot tears poured down her cheeks. She wanted her old life back.

She wanted to be back in her salon arranging facial cleansers and scrubs, masks and beauty treatments. She wanted orderly neat bottles of products designed to make her customers feel beautiful and special. She wanted … anything but this.

Karla came running in. “Oh Wow that was the best ever! You’re the new girl.”

Kate just cried harder.

“No. You don’t get it. The crowd loved what we did. They loved how JT caught you. That was one of my best nights for tips ever!” She reached into her pockets. “Here, some of these are yours.”

“But I was a total failure.”

“Are you kidding? Most girls don’t even try to dance the first night. And like I said, the crowd loved you. We made a ton of tips.”

Kate looked at the pile of money Karla had given her. “How much is there?”

“Bout a hundred and fifty. I kept two but then I did more.”

“I thought you said they loved me.”

“They did.” Karla twirled around. “And they loved me even more. You want to come in early and work on choreography tomorrow?”

“For real?”

“Yeah. I love choreographing.”

Kate gave one last sniff. “OK.  What time?”

Karla shrugged. “Twelve o’clock?”

“Sounds good. You want me to meet you here?”

She left the bar to find JT waiting outside for her. “Don’t you have a job?”

He just grinned at her in a slow, hot way that made something in the pit of her stomach burn. This was so not good. The last thing she needed in her life was a security guard who wanted to save her. Even if lately she did seem to need a lot of saving.

“My partner’s covering. I wanted to make sure you got home OK.”

“It’s only ten minutes away.”

“I’ll give you a ride.”

“I’d rather walk.”

“You know it doesn’t hurt to ask for help once in a while.”

“I never said it did.” She said annoyed. “But I can’t expect you to show up every night and give me a ride home.”

“Maybe not but you might be able to take a taxi or get a ride with one of the other girls.”

“What’s wrong with walking?”

“It’s not safe,” he said exasperated. “In case you haven’t noticed this is Vegas, not Palookaville, USA.”

“So. I’m not going to walk along dark back alleys. I know how to take care of myself.” She said hotly.

“If you did you wouldn’t be out walking the streets of Vegas, in the middle of the night,” he said frustrated.

She just glared at him. “So – what? Someone’s going to kill me?”

“Things happen,” he said grimly. “Why take a chance?”

She thought of how many times she’d tried to kill herself in the last couple of days. “I should be so lucky,” she said sarcastically.

He opened the door to his car. “Get in,” he said through gritted teeth.”

“Are you forcing me?”

“I could call the police and tell them you’re a danger to yourself,” he said trying to restrain his anger.

”You wouldn’t.”

“Watch me.”

“Fine. You win.” She got in angrily slamming the door behind her.

He drove her home in silence. At Lottie’s, he stopped the car and opened the door for her. “Thank you so much JT. I really appreciate the ride home,” he said mockingly.

“OK,” she said. “You did a nice thing.” She gave him a shame-faced look. “You’ve done a lot of nice things. Just—“ Tears came to her eyes as she got out and ran up the steps to Lottie’s house.

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New Loves

I’ve found a new love. Zumba. A latin dance inspired workout it really is so much fun it doesn’t seem like exercise. Led by a woman dressed like a blue zebra (OK, not quite but she was wearing workout gear that was blue with, I think, purple stripes) possessed of boundless energy and enthusiasm, the group I joined at Curves featured women who made me look like a skinny minny and others that reminded me why I’m there. Most importantly though, everyone was having fun.

Other than that I’ve been hard at work either working, or working on a sequel. I now know why I don’t normally whip off fifty pages a week and suspect the authors who were talking so casually of doing so during Write on Vancouver don’t either if they have a full time day job. Or in my case days, evenings and nights with the key word being full-time. As you’ve probably guessed I won’t have fifty pages done this week. But then again, you probably wouldn’t want to read the pages if I did.

Also I’ve found I actually do edit my work more than I thought I do. It’s just that when I do it at a more leisurely pace I do it as I go. When I’m doing so much more than normal I keep looking back and saying oh, I need to change that, that’s not working, I need to re-work that. I’m almost afraid of what I’m going to find next. And then too, when we have the odd sunny day here I do feel a need to get out there and enjoy it. It probably won’t last this year. In fact, given what the weather’s been like this year we’re lucky if it lasts the day.

But we have had some May flowers and the short video below shows some of them. It also shows the deer that will make growing more a challenge. Unlike some Victoria gardeners though, I think they’re worth it!